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2010-12-09T16:17:00.003+08:00

I just suddently feel like posting

but i dont know what to say

i can only say i love you.

Your the one who brighten up my life.

you appear from nowhere and lit up my life

you mean so much to me

i want the whole world to know

Because of u my life has change

but now i'm feeling down again.

i dont want to tell u its cause

i dont feel like letting u know

even if u know u wont accept me after knowing

so what for

its useless letting u know.

so stop asking me alright?

will tell u if i want to.

Love you lots HuiShan

2010-11-13T04:56:00.003+08:00

suddently just feel like posting

so Hi peeps i'm back.just ranting my emotions out

why do i feel so empty deep inside.why has it always been like that.the sorrown and sadness inside me.no one will understand how i feel.those Memories.Those time i cried.why am i born to suffer while some are born happily.i've been seeking happiness but i just cant find mine.no matter is it regarding family or relationship i just cant find my happiness.why why!?Why am i such a useless person.why am i born to be such a pitiful useless orphan?!why i just cant be accepted by any one?!WHY!SOMEBODY JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHY.regardless how i treat people.even by treating them better then my familys.i always get betrayed and hatred in the end.am i born to be like this?am i born to be lonely and pitiful forever??i just want a little happiness in my life.why am i faking a smile every afternoon but when i'm at home.i'm like a rusty dull blade which has been left somewhere without any one realising.every time coming home being ignored i dont mind.but friends?does friends really exist??or their just some useless Memories we have to have.and why does people get such happy relationship and all i get was NOTHING!!why?!

2010-08-19T01:56:00.001+08:00

This is the the most fun time i had been playing dota.killing spree sia.haha

today was normal.after sch went home play dota liao!

DOTA DOTA DOTA!

WOOT WOOT WOOT

2010-08-05T23:45:00.002+08:00

Alright i dont know what to say.just feeling like venting my anger and sadness here.

Amy Syireen

You said you dont like me.i can understand.

which person on earth will like the opposite sex when they just ask for number?

i just hope you'll reply my messages and at least talk to me.

I'm so attach to ur heart.i cant live without u.

i love you amy.i could say ur the girl i love the most and the only girl i love for the rest of my life

2010-07-18T22:16:00.004+08:00

Hello Peeps!XIANGXIANG is BACK!!

haha like so long never update lazy to update.today went to meet darren"Donald Duck"then went Cs eat popeye follow by TM to walk around and look at GIRLS!!Laughter TTM sia.went to Minitoons to look for items to buy for AMELIA TAN!!haha.then we went to play lan.i started to have stm now days.i forget my Audi Acc password.Maple password,id..hehe BTW Happy Advance birthday TANG YANYAN!Past few days dk why have been DAMN EMOTIONAL and started to emo like every few hours.thanks to DENISE WANG for cheering me up!hehe.

Grace Louisa Kitching

what the fuck happen to you?why are you inside the hostel?i'm just starting to worry and missing u these days.those fun we had at cube with u,husky,and xiu fang!haix.Contact me soon.TAKE GREAT CARE ALRIGHT!if not i'll bang ur head against the TOLITE BOWL

I didn't want to admit it

It was easier to lie

And hide the hurt and emptiness

To smile instead to cry

How i wish i was just some illusion

of someone

And how i wish i have

never been here

2010-05-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

What is life without fear??

A life in ignorance or

Perhaps joy?

A life without love?

For without fear of loss

Are you capable to treasure

The fragile blossom that is love

And without love is life truly worth living?

Because in the end all we have are friends,Love

And the taunting tik-toc of the clock

Love is like a Addictive liquid

Once you tried it.

You will be addictedTo it.

But once it hurts you and damages you

you can be totally ruined.

But dont fall in love too deeply or u might be hurt

falling in love may look likes its sweet and lovely

but when it comes to the part where you're being neglected

you'll be damn Heartbroken.

Bored neh.this few days mood damn fuck dup

2010-04-24T00:22:00.006+08:00

Bored.idk why.have been damn emotional since 8pm++ till now.came home saw my MSN pic with amanda started to miss them.haix while chatting with adabelle tears started dripping out all of a sudden.haix.idk what to say

To :xoxo

I'll do anything to have a relationship with you.
I'll do anything to make you mine
I'll do anything to make you fall for me
I'll do anything to have a simple and loving relationship
Idk why when the first sight i saw you,

i wanted to know you
The next thing i did was thinking of you
The third thing i did was that i fell in love with you
the last thing i could do is just hope you'll be mine.
i just want a simple girl like you
and all i ask for is a long lasting relationship with you
all i wish for is just somebody i love to love me.
And all i wanted was to be with the one i love forever
All i wish for is for is some one to love and care for me

I love you xoxo

2010-04-20T23:27:00.004+08:00

Candid of amanda and Aidan

Overdue pictures that were taken long ago

You made my day.

You made me smile

You made me laugh my lungs out

You made me started to love some one again

you made me have the confidence that i once have

you made me knew what love is

you made me knew what first sight love means

all i could do now is think of you

and all the time the only thing i have been doing is thinking of you.

when will you be mine?

You will never be mine

been wondering for days

Kinda bored this few days.

didnt meet amanda

so feeling kinda bored/Stress luh.i want go CUBE ASAP!!

haha i miss some peeps like

Aidan,Amanda,Daniel,Billy,Kayden

they make my day yea!!haha love them TTM

today woke up feeling very uncomfortable so didnt went to school.woke up at around 12 rush to have a hair cut.than went home to take a bath and went poly clinic than meet Darren&Hanquan at clinic.waited for 1hrs or so for the fucking number to reach my turn.after seeing the doctor rush over to city hall for interview.was like late for 5-10mins.feel damn irritated.and ............

finally i got the email and fb of joey haha.its like first sight love!hehe.gonna meet amanda and peeps real soon.starting to miss them

2010-03-25T22:17:00.004+08:00

Sian.been rotting at home few days just here to post few days.btw Sonia and janice are way damn cute!!haha

2010-03-20T15:05:00.002+08:00

Woke at at 1+.

than came to use com.chatted like few mins in facebook with Manda Precious.than now i got nothing to do liao!!SIAN LÄ.Still waiting for that damn billy to wake up!!

2010-03-19T11:40:00.003+08:00

hi guys!
i'm back posting.afternoon damn bored than nothing to just nice Billy online chat awhile than he ask me out so i went out lor.haha.meetup with them at CUBE than slack there meet a guy name Daniel "XiaoBoy" haha cute sial he.than Billy&Amanda don't know run fo where than me and daniel wanted for him.daniel keep asking me to ask billy he at where say he miss billy.joke!than around 9+ billy & Amanda came back.slack awhile more than they went off to idk where.than around 11 me and daniel went home.Cute sial amanda

2010-03-16T12:56:00.002+08:00

yoooooooo haha.just woke up not long ago..online msn than chatted withe some peeps.including weilin.she reply damn slow.haha than i got nothing to do now.maybe latre meeting pornstar and mama tina.kk byes

2010-03-13T00:26:00.006+08:00

Today woke up at 6 prepare than went to school at around 7.than in school nothing much meaningful.after school waited for martin at opposite with sharon,X.Brandon,Rasheed,Mandric,Nicholas and lifang than martin came than i fetch him home than i slept at his house till 5+with him than he prepare.off to meet huiwen than i went home prepare than meet martin at 85 market there bedok.than slacked at playground(DAMN NO LIFE)than went to tmall,T1 walk walk with huiwen,Martin,Ryan,Nicholas,Ruiqi and Huiwen than 10pm huiwen and ruiqi went off me,ryan,nic & Martin went to Mac to eat.than off to inter slack awhile talk bout my sec1 life and ryan sec2 life at the old tampines sec building.damn intresting.haha.than i went home.

2010-03-07T23:48:00.008+08:00

Went to meet cheryl.T at her house.i was damn surprise that her mom(My Aunt)Renovated her house.damn fugging nice now yea?after waited for her to prepare went to meet her dad to take some stuff.after that went to tmall,T1,Cs to walk around and she wants to shop so i followed her.Saw lots of familier faces all misunderstood cheryl.T as my stead.Than they was laughing their lungs out.than that cheryl.T also funny lor buy lots of things and i volunteered to carry for her.haha than around 6-7+ BryanAngZhanYao and Sharon goh came to meet us.Than off to chalet.Bryan and cheryl.T went to bryan friend chalet while sharon accompanied me to Bobby's chalet.Went there saw lots of familer faces.including Afiq the joker of the YEAR!!haha than went there sit awhile talk talk than went to find bryan and Cheryl.T than was eating at the table.that theres This Girl(TangYuli)sitting beside me.Gosh she made me so ...how do i say it.is just like she have the aura to make me keep looking at her.she caught my attention.Gosh she's like the perfect cup of milk to my tea.i keep looking at her than started to blush.than the Cheryl.T started to gave me that wierd look.than i asked for her number.AND GUESS WHAT.she gave me!!haha than chat chat awhile untill 11+send Cheryl.T to bus stop.the bus came she went off i went back.while walking back i lost my way!!haha than finally found the room.But while i was walking back saw my Ex best bro Nicholas haha still same as usual.Even the shirt he wears.Bring back lots of memories to me yea??!than went in the chalet room.they gambled.i joined in too.i used 4$ less than 5 mins i lost all of it.than left with 50cents than started to win.totally i win only 2.50 haha lost 1.50bucks haha than bryan told me last bus 1+than i continue playing.1+we left went to the bus stop and theres only 1 bus.and thats bus 3.so took that bus.While in bus qurreled.than they volunteered to lend me $ to take cab home.So home sweet home.

Notice something??my english improve abit,cause i have been with Sangay acho and my english is like improving a big step.haha i'm so glad.

7March2010

Today woke up 12+than prepare suppose to meet cheryl.T but she meeting nana than lazy go.than i go Huang wen's BBQ.Had lots of fun there.Ate,Drink beer Play around the beach.haha.Funs nothing to post liao

2010-03-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

지랄 하란 진심으로 당신을 사랑하고 당신이?? 난 심각 그냥 ... 당신이 원하는처럼 날 대하. 나를 향한 당신의 태도는 더 나은 바랍니다. 난 당신만을 사랑하는 당신에게 붙어있습니다. 그리고 황 원 나는 당신이 밖으로 말을 이해하지 말아 주시기 바랍니다.

I want you.i need you.

2010-02-16T14:37:00.003+08:00

I dont want to have cookies by myself
i dont want to have ice lemon tea by myself
i dont want to sit alone in the bus by myself
i dont want to walk alone on the streets
i dont want to see others being with their loves yet i'm alone
but when will i find mine?

2010-01-30T22:31:00.004+08:00

YO PEEPS

Theres a NO LIFE SPAMMER IN TOWN!!
HAHA kkaex.dont need advertise for this no life liao.
Woke up at 5.Waited for martin's call.but her never call sia fugg.Than i call him.He not feeling well than i went to his house awhile.Than went mac meet X.Brandon,Nicholas and Reacheal than awhile Lifang,Weilin came.Than we went to mass run.Haa while walking towards the Attendance place.Hafiz told me"Qunxiang very cool isit?come late still walk?"Than i say huh? wtf?we wasnt late at all PLEASE KUAH LAPIS.Than during mass run i was walking with yan yan,Johnathan,Guo something guy and yuqin.Than we were the last sia.So proud.than after that went to meet BAZY than he went home with me i prepare than went his house he prepare than went tmall see Tiara THANN went to KFC to eat.after eating we went to junhao's house to slack while.Meanwhile pursuade him to go sh33sha.Than he did not go.So me and BAZY went to bugis to meet Tiff BJY and Cheryl than went for sheesha.Than i keep making The O shape.but did not manage to make it.cause the fan theres was fugging big.Than Tiff BJY and cheryl cabbed send me home than idk where they go liao.Mass run kinda boring but no choice.Last year in school.HAHA THATS ALL.

POST FOR NICHELLE TO READ

2010-01-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
He knew my every weakness,
And the problems
I've been dealt.
He understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
He listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.
Not once did he interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
He understood what I was going through,
And promised he'd stay long
I reached out to this friend
To show him that i care
To pull him close and let him know
How much I need him there
I went to hold his hand
To pull him a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

Actually today wanted to go east coast park.see the waves see the sky see the boats sailing and feel the gentle breeze.But bacause of remedial and Counsilling didnt go.Wanted to go there to sort out some thoughts actually.But in the end stayed in school.Mayb tommorow or sat i'll go there.

Whats wrong with the Earth these few days?is it casting some sort of Stupid gas making you guys sad??first was Martin nai followed by me,Xbrandon and lifang.whats wrong with us these few days??haix

2010-01-23T17:40:00.003+08:00

I HATE YOU GUYS!!

Tears slowly drip down from my eyes while my heart is Bleeding deep inside.Hearing the sound of the waves is like thinking of the things you did to lie.Things you did to hurt me deep is like Blood flushing out of my body.Flushing out of my body dosent hurt me.Instead shuld i make it drip from my wrist??

i Regretted knowing you.i Regretted Loving you.I REGRETTED DOING EVERY SINGLE THING

2010-01-20T21:23:00.004+08:00

Had a boring day in school.damn long did not post.in school actually "SHE"wanted to slack in school but shes sick.than she went home to rest.and i waited for like an hour for her and she didnt even let me know shes going home.Than i waited for nothing.than actually wanted to go to Miss LAZAROO(LIER) Remedial.But cancled.than me and brandon start walking around to find her.DAMN shes no where to be found.than i went to basketball court to slack while brandon went home.Than i started to blank out in my vision.i totally whited out.didnt know what happen.Got Superb Emo than
started emoing over there.Than waited for THE GL MR JOHN NG to leave than i started to play with Wen hui,Adison and few punks.than home sweet home.after reaching home chat with her.than felt more :(.thats all.

2009-12-23T02:46:00.003+08:00

KDU,Park young gun,Me andddd Jaewook

I Made these.Cool rite??

Nothing to blog much.haix.Been wanting to kill my dad.Can some1 kill hym.??i'll pay you
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