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Now And Forever


.Saturday, November 13, 2010@4:56 AM.

suddently just feel like posting
so Hi peeps i'm back.just ranting my emotions out
why do i feel so empty deep inside.why has it always been like that.the sorrown and sadness inside me.no one will understand how i feel.those Memories.Those time i cried.why am i born to suffer while some are born happily.i've been seeking happiness but i just cant find mine.no matter is it regarding family or relationship i just cant find my happiness.why why!?Why am i such a useless person.why am i born to be such a pitiful useless orphan?!why i just cant be accepted by any one?!WHY!SOMEBODY JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHY.regardless how i treat people.even by treating them better then my familys.i always get betrayed and hatred in the end.am i born to be like this?am i born to be lonely and pitiful forever??i just want a little happiness in my life.why am i faking a smile every afternoon but when i'm at home.i'm like a rusty dull blade which has been left somewhere without any one realising.every time coming home being ignored i dont mind.but friends?does friends really exist??or their just some useless Memories we have to have.and why does people get such happy relationship and all i get was NOTHING!!why?!







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I lock away the pain,Put away the fears,Show you only smiles not the hidden tears
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MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
♠BYE!♠

♠★♠ The A's
♠★♠ ♠Amanda Gan Precious♠

  • Adabelle

  • ♠★♠ The B's
    ♠★♠ The C's
    ♠★♠Cheryl Tng

  • Carlyn

  • Cherry Mummy

  • Cherry

  • Cecilia

  • ♠★♠ The D's
    ♠★♠ The E's
    Eileen Mei

  • ♠★♠ The F's
    Florence

  • ♠★♠ The G's
    ♠★♠ The H's
    Hui wen

  • HuiMin

  • ♠★♠ The I's
    ♠★♠ The J's
    Joey

  • Jhonny Chua

  • Jasmine Chew

  • Jazreel

  • John Bro

  • JoeyCheng

  • Johann

  • ♠★♠ The K's
    Kai Xuan

  • ♠★♠ The L's
    Li fang

  • Liling

  • ♠★♠LiHui

  • LINGFANG

  • ♠★♠ The M's
    Mei Ting

  • Michelle

  • Mei ling

  • ♠★♠ The N's
    Ong Ning yi

  • Nicholas

  • ♠★♠ The O's
    ♠★♠ The P's
    Phyllis

  • ♠★♠ The Q's
    ♠★♠ The R's
    ♠★♠ The S's
    ♠★♠Sihui

  • Sabrina

  • ShirleyK

  • ♠★♠Shuyan

  • ♠★♠ The T's
    Tiffany Ng

  • TangYuli

  • ♠★♠ The U's
    ♠★♠ The V's
    ♠★♠Velda

  • Vessie

  • ♠★♠ The W's
    Weilin

  • ♠★♠ The X's
    Xiao Brandon

  • ♠★♠ The Y's
    Yan yuan

  • Yijun

  • ♠YongXin♠

  • Yu heng

  • ♠★♠ The Z's
    ♠★♠ Zhao yuan



    • ★I WANT★

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    A Relationship
    A New Phone
    To be Work at MO For as long as possible
    ★Loved ONES★
    ★Jia wei★
    ★Tony★


    THANKS

    Yunniie/♥
    ★ For bascodes...