.Thursday, December 9, 2010@4:17 PM.
I just suddently feel like postingbut i dont know what to say
i can only say i love you.
Your the one who brighten up my life.
you appear from nowhere and lit up my life
you mean so much to me
i want the whole world to know
Because of u my life has change
but now i'm feeling down again.
i dont want to tell u its cause
i dont feel like letting u know
even if u know u wont accept me after knowing
so what for
its useless letting u know.
so stop asking me alright?
will tell u if i want to.
Love you lots HuiShan
.Saturday, November 13, 2010@4:56 AM.
suddently just feel like posting
so Hi peeps i'm back.just ranting my emotions out
why do i feel so empty deep inside.why has it always been like that.the sorrown and sadness inside me.no one will understand how i feel.those Memories.Those time i cried.why am i born to suffer while some are born happily.i've been seeking happiness but i just cant find mine.no matter is it regarding family or relationship i just cant find my happiness.why why!?Why am i such a useless person.why am i born to be such a pitiful useless orphan?!why i just cant be accepted by any one?!WHY!SOMEBODY JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHY.regardless how i treat people.even by treating them better then my familys.i always get betrayed and hatred in the end.am i born to be like this?am i born to be lonely and pitiful forever??i just want a little happiness in my life.why am i faking a smile every afternoon but when i'm at home.i'm like a rusty dull blade which has been left somewhere without any one realising.every time coming home being ignored i dont mind.but friends?does friends really exist??or their just some useless Memories we have to have.and why does people get such happy relationship and all i get was NOTHING!!why?!
.Thursday, August 19, 2010@1:56 AM.
This is the the most fun time i had been playing dota.killing spree sia.hahatoday was normal.after sch went home play dota liao!
DOTA DOTA DOTA!
WOOT WOOT WOOT
.Thursday, August 5, 2010@11:45 PM.
Alright i dont know what to say.just feeling like venting my anger and sadness here.Amy Syireen
You said you dont like me.i can understand.
which person on earth will like the opposite sex when they just ask for number?
i just hope you'll reply my messages and at least talk to me.
I'm so attach to ur heart.i cant live without u.
i love you amy.i could say ur the girl i love the most and the only girl i love for the rest of my life
.Sunday, July 18, 2010@10:16 PM.
Hello Peeps!XIANGXIANG is BACK!!
haha like so long never update lazy to update.today went to meet darren"Donald Duck"then went Cs eat popeye follow by TM to walk around and look at GIRLS!!Laughter TTM sia.went to Minitoons to look for items to buy for AMELIA TAN!!haha.then we went to play lan.i started to have stm now days.i forget my Audi Acc password.Maple password,id..hehe BTW Happy Advance birthday TANG YANYAN!Past few days dk why have been DAMN EMOTIONAL and started to emo like every few hours.thanks to DENISE WANG for cheering me up!hehe.
Grace Louisa Kitching
what the fuck happen to you?why are you inside the hostel?i'm just starting to worry and missing u these days.those fun we had at cube with u,husky,and xiu fang!haix.Contact me soon.TAKE GREAT CARE ALRIGHT!if not i'll bang ur head against the TOLITE BOWL
I didn't want to admit it
It was easier to lie
And hide the hurt and emptiness
To smile instead to cry
How i wish i was just some illusion
of someone
And how i wish i have
never been here
.Wednesday, May 19, 2010@12:40 AM.
What is life without fear??
A life in ignorance or
Perhaps joy?
A life without love?
For without fear of loss
Are you capable to treasure
The fragile blossom that is love
And without love is life truly worth living?
Because in the end all we have are friends,Love
And the taunting tik-toc of the clock
Love is like a Addictive liquid
Once you tried it.
You will be addictedTo it.
But once it hurts you and damages you
you can be totally ruined.
But dont fall in love too deeply or u might be hurt
falling in love may look likes its sweet and lovely
but when it comes to the part where you're being neglected
you'll be damn Heartbroken.
Bored neh.this few days mood damn fuck dup
.Saturday, April 24, 2010@12:22 AM.
Bored.idk why.have been damn emotional since 8pm++ till now.came home saw my MSN pic with amanda started to miss them.haix while chatting with adabelle tears started dripping out all of a sudden.haix.idk what to say
To :xoxo
I'll do anything to have a relationship with you.
I'll do anything to make you mine
I'll do anything to make you fall for me
I'll do anything to have a simple and loving relationship
Idk why when the first sight i saw you,
To :xoxo
I'll do anything to have a relationship with you.
I'll do anything to make you mine
I'll do anything to make you fall for me
I'll do anything to have a simple and loving relationship
Idk why when the first sight i saw you,
i wanted to know you
The next thing i did was thinking of you
The third thing i did was that i fell in love with you
the last thing i could do is just hope you'll be mine.
i just want a simple girl like you
and all i ask for is a long lasting relationship with you
all i wish for is just somebody i love to love me.
And all i wanted was to be with the one i love forever
All i wish for is for is some one to love and care for me
The next thing i did was thinking of you
The third thing i did was that i fell in love with you
the last thing i could do is just hope you'll be mine.
i just want a simple girl like you
and all i ask for is a long lasting relationship with you
all i wish for is just somebody i love to love me.
And all i wanted was to be with the one i love forever
All i wish for is for is some one to love and care for me
I love you xoxo
.Tuesday, April 20, 2010@11:27 PM.
Candid of amanda and Aidan
Overdue pictures that were taken long agoYou made my day.
You made me smile
You made me laugh my lungs out
You made me started to love some one again
you made me have the confidence that i once have
you made me knew what love is
you made me knew what first sight love means
all i could do now is think of you
and all the time the only thing i have been doing is thinking of you.
when will you be mine?
or
You will never be mine
been wondering for days
Kinda bored this few days.
didnt meet amanda
so feeling kinda bored/Stress luh.i want go CUBE ASAP!!
haha i miss some peeps like
Aidan,Amanda,Daniel,Billy,Kayden
they make my day yea!!haha love them TTM
today woke up feeling very uncomfortable so didnt went to school.woke up at around 12 rush to have a hair cut.than went home to take a bath and went poly clinic than meet Darren&Hanquan at clinic.waited for 1hrs or so for the fucking number to reach my turn.after seeing the doctor rush over to city hall for interview.was like late for 5-10mins.feel damn irritated.and ............
finally i got the email and fb of joey haha.its like first sight love!hehe.gonna meet amanda and peeps real soon.starting to miss them
.Thursday, March 25, 2010@10:17 PM.
Sian.been rotting at home few days just here to post few days.btw Sonia and janice are way damn cute!!haha
.Saturday, March 20, 2010@3:05 PM.
Woke at at 1+.
than came to use com.chatted like few mins in facebook with Manda Precious.than now i got nothing to do liao!!SIAN LÄ.Still waiting for that damn billy to wake up!!
